Introducing the Seed Blog!

Time to insert a little bit of PR into my personal blog. Today it is my pleasure to introduce the new official Seed Southern Africa Blog!

https://southernafricaseed.wordpress.com/

Don't worry, I'm not abandoning this blog. You can still come back here for (occasional) personal reflections and stories as always. The Seed Blog however is a wonderful platform to learn more about the Seed Program as it unfolds in Southern Africa for the first time. As we get going over the next couple of months the participants will begin posting their own stories and reflections. Seed is not only about Agriculture, it is about learning, growing, reflecting, and sharing. This blog will be THE place to keep in touch with the fantastic changes happening in the region. In 4 short weeks the program will begin with MCC general orientation in Colombia. From there we'll have an extensive month long regional orientation in South Africa and Zimbabwe. We have 8 participants: 1 from Zambia, 1 from Mozambique, 1 from Swaziland, 2 from Lesotho, 1 from South Africa, and 2 from the U.S. Please keep them in your prayers as they apply for visas and make final travel preparations.

Why I am excited about Seed

We’ve been busy conducting interviews for the Southern Africa Seed program and are now done the selection process. Eight young people from Southern Africa and North America are getting ready to join MCC and serve with our partner organizations for two years. During the interviews, one young woman asked us a question “what makes you (the facilitators) excited about Seed?” It is a question I never get tired of answering.

The Seed program started in Colombia several years ago as two year volunteer program for young adults with an emphasis on Serving, Learning, Reflecting, and Peace/Advocacy. Now there are 4 active Seed programs in Colombia, Bolivia, DRC, and Southern Africa. Here in Southern Africa, food security is a key priority for many of our partners so the participants will be placed with organizations involved in conservation agriculture activities.  

So what makes me excited about Seed? 

Seed is about getting young people involved in something bigger than themselves. It is a chance to learn about a new culture, to travel to new countries, to meet new people, and to learn a new language. Seed is an opportunity to serve and give of yourself, and in doing so you will most certainly receive more than you can imagine.

Seed is about getting young people involved in agriculture. Agriculture is life. It carries a responsibility we too often neglect; to be good stewards of the land God has given us. Agricultural practices can damage and destroy the land or they can redeem and restore the land. The tools for healthy and sustainable living have been given to us if we open our eyes to learn from the examples of nature around us.

Seed is about connection. Taking a group of young people with a common interest in agriculture and development and putting them together to dig down to the root causes of food insecurity and injustice in their communities. Young people motivating and challenging each other to be critical thinkers, problem solvers, and change agents.

Seed is about young people having a say in the development of their communities. If young people are involved in agriculture, and if agriculture is life, then young people can shape the development of their communities in a move towards sustainability, food sovereignty, and shalom.

What is shalom? What are the root causes of food insecurity and conflict in our communities? What is the link between agriculture, food sovereignty, justice, and peace? How do those four areas work together to bring about communities where people know shalom, where people are in right relationship with themselves, with their neighbours, with God, and with creation?

The Seed program is a seed- a seed of transformation planted in the participants, in the communities where they work and live, in our partners, and in MCC herself. It is a goal that at times seems lofty beyond our means, but that is the power of relationship and working together. To see young people motivated and inspired to lead their communities towards food sovereignty and shalom. To see farmers, communities, and partners with the capacity to do the same. To see MCC set priorities where the needs are most strongly felt and to use to the greatest advantage the strengths, abilities, and passions of young leaders from Southern Africa. That is where we are headed over the next two years, and that is what makes me incredibly excited. 

Part of our job in these early months is going around and visiting MCC's partners in Southern Africa who are doing Conservation Agriculture. The Brethren in Christ Church in Zambia has been training farmers in rural communities how to apply CA in their fields.

Guba isn't a partner of MCC's but the organization in Swaziland is doing some fantastic stuff when it comes to permaculture, community outreach, and addressing the issue of small land owner's access to market for cash crops. This is a section of a woman's kitchen garden- notice the variety of crops, the mulch, the small composting pile in the centre. And did I mention she is doing all of this on a mountain side? Wow!

I might have made a friend in Swaziland.Too bad I couldn't take her with me.  Smuggling past two borders and airport security seemed a bit much.

On the way to visit one of MCC's partners in Zimbabwe (Binga district) we stopped by the road to see the hot springs. Who knew?

Also in Zimbabwe. This lovely picture of elephants doesn't have much to do directly with Seed it is true, but it has everything to do with being a part of the awesome MCC Zimbabwe team, who happened to go on a team meeting together to Hwange National Park last month. What an amazing time of laughter, community, and seeing the beauty of nature up close. Did I mention I saw a good 30 different species of birds in the morning without standing up from my seat overlooking the watering hole?

I am a feminist

I had started writing this post over a month ago, meaning to post it on International Women’s Day. However, I kept re-writing parts and delaying, worrying it sounded too angry or reactive. After being harassed on the way to church today by a man who tried to convince me that I wanted to have sex with him (once you are black you never go back, and have I ever tried dark chocolate??) angry is exactly how I felt. It is time to stop re-wording things and post it as it is. If a little emotion peeps through, so be it. 

What does it mean for me to be a woman and a feminist in Southern Africa? I present to you my own thoughts, stories, and experiences of what it means to me, respectfully acknowledging that other women, and men, might come at this from a very different set of experiences or perspectives.

The term “feminist” has some extreme references that are not necessary reflected in this blog, however, I choose this word because nothing else quite fits. I choose it in order that I might begin exploring what feminism means to me at this time.  

There’s more to the story I told last month, the one about the taxi driver wanting to marry me for 20 cows. First of all, we forgot to pay him for the ride and he forgot to ask, which is kind of hilarious. But that’s not the part I want to tell. It is this; the next day we were with some colleagues of Keke’s and she was telling them the funny story from the day before. Her male friend exclaimed, “Only 20 cows!? Next time you take a taxi bring me along and we’ll get a better deal.” Later that day he started joking that I was his girlfriend, and that didn’t stop even when someone pointed out that his fiancé might not be too pleased.

Here is my dilemma. This type of joking conversation seems very normal here. Even not-so-joking declarations of love and requests for my hand in marriage are every-day occurrences in my life. It gets so that I can’t develop a professional relationship with young men because before the day is out they are asking to marry me.  So, just because it is normal, or just because they are “joking”, does that make it right? I can think of plenty of examples from my own Canadian culture of norms that are oppressive, discriminatory, or demeaning towards women.

Just because it is normal doesn’t mean it is right.

I had a whole speech ready to hand it to this guy, ready to challenge him as a young leader in his country to set an example of respect towards women, challenge him to re-think the implications of such social norms. What does it say about his views towards women when his whole demeanor suggested I should be happy to “pretend” date him because he thought it was a good idea, not because he asked me. As if I couldn’t do better than an arrogant prick like him! I had the opportunity to say all these things, but I choked. I felt too alone, too aware I’d just be brushed off as an uptight girl who can’t take a joke, and what business did I have commenting on Lesotho culture anyway?

What does it mean for me to be a feminist in Southern Africa? This is a question I often ask myself, and there is no easy answer. It is easy to be a feminist in New Brunswick. Other people can write the provoking blog posts and I can nod in agreement and go on with life. But now it is my turn to write.

I am a feminist.

Sometimes being a feminist means refusing to let random teenage guys take my picture when I am at the beach in Mozambique. I ask them if it is respectful to try and take someone’s picture without even greeting them first, in a culture where greeting is very important. They look embarrassed and leave me alone after that.  

Sometimes being a feminist means stiffening my shoulders and focusing my eyes in the distance as drunken men hiss and call after me on the street.

I am a strong woman.

Sometimes being new to a country I would do anything just to fit in. I find myself carrying my male colleague’s bags that he handed to me as we walk out of the store together. At first I feel happy that I belong, happy that he is treating me, a foreigner, like any other woman. Wait a second. What am I doing?? I don’t want to carry his bags for him! I am too embarrassed to give them back. Am I a strong woman?

Sometimes people ask me if I think it is better to be a man or a woman. Sometimes people laugh at my idealism when I make a point about woman’s rights or equal opportunity. But at least if they join in the discussion the first step has been won.

Sometimes the divide in the debate is generational, not gender based. Are teenage girls who wear short skirts somehow to blame when they experience sexual violence? The room is split and it is not men versus women.  There is hope.

When I moved to Machanga in Mozambique last year I had the chance to pick out the motorcycle I wanted. In a place where few women know how to drive, having wheels gave me freedom and independence. I knew exactly what I wanted: a cute little scooter with the tank under the seat and electric starter. Totally impractical for the rural roads I was driving, but very important for me for three reasons. The tank under the seat instead of between the knees meant I could wear a skirt while riding. The electric starter meant no kick-starting, which requires sturdy shoes (not heels) and more weight than I’ve got. The small scooter size meant I could easily push it up a wooden plank and into my house every night for safekeeping. I am perfectly capable of riding a big Honda XL 125CC bike much more suited to rural sandy roads, but I didn’t just want freedom to get around. I wanted freedom to get around while rocking heels and a pencil skirt. People are always well dressed in Mozambique and it is important to look nice and wear smart shoes. Quite seriously the second thing I bought for my new apartment was a clothes iron (the first being a toaster). My scooter let me dress how I want and still have the freedom to get around. The definition of independence shouldn’t mean to be like a man.

I am an independent woman.  

Here, when you meet a new person, instead of asking what you do, people ask if you are married. An elderly man, when he heard I was single at 26 said to me, “Don’t worry, God will provide someone for you.” I asked him if God is not providing for me now when I am single.

I am a strong woman.

I see other women who are strong, courageous, loving, independent, strong-willed, compassionate, caring, genuine, and generous, and I am inspired.

I am a strong woman. Sometimes I feel it, and sometimes I don’t. Sometime I laugh, sometimes I cry. Sometimes I feel intimidated and am angry at myself for it, because I am strong, right? Sometimes I am vulnerable. Sometimes I am victorious.

I am all these things. I am a woman. I live with hope, not bitterness.  I live in this world but I try to live so that tomorrow, even in the smallest of ways, it might be a better one.  

A Room with a View

I was recently doing one of those map things you find on facebook where you fill in all of the countries you have visited and it highlights them on the globe. I still have a lot of places to go, but what caught my attention is that I have lived in 5 different countries on 4 continents! 5 might not sound like many, but for a 26 year old who, until she was 21, never imagined leaving the Maritimes, it is a lot. (If you are trying to do the math and it is not adding up, don’t forget I spent a term in Finland during university.)

I often get the rather annoying question “what place do you like more: A or B?” It is annoying because there is no way to give a satisfactory answer. If I make a definite choice, people think I am lying to please them, if I say there are things I like about both, it is a cop-out.

It didn't take me long to find a home
for my bird poster on the walls of my
new place.

I’ve been in Zimbabwe a few weeks now, and soon people will be asking me how it compares. Every place has its ups and downs to be sure, but instead of comparing I’m going to give you a short intro to Zim by sharing some of the things I am thankful for about my new place. The little things that, bit by bit, are starting to make it feel like home.

First of all, I love my apartment. It is one bedroom, but the rooms are HUGE. The 10-foot ceilings and door handles at shoulder height add to the effect. I’m on the 5^th floor; a room with a great view. Added bonus, the lift (installed in ’59) actually works. I love random decorative pillars in the bedroom where I hang my hammock. I love the big windows. I love the view.

One section of the wardrobe devoted
to my tailor-made dresses I've amassed over
the years- most from Mozambique. 

My giant closet is awesome. It takes up one whole wall. My colleague Keke lives in the same building on the 3^rd floor. We discovered an outdoor second hand clothing market not 3 mins walk from our house. We also discovered this is a dangerous thing.  I suspect my wardrobe will fill up fast. Any of you remember my shoe collection from last year? Sadly I had to leave some behind in Moz, but I’ve added three more since I moved to Bulawayo.

KD made with real butter and milk feels like home. The KD is actually from home, but the butter and uht milk, and pretty much everything else I could want are available in one of many supermarkets walking distance from my place.

The MCC office is also just 10 mins walk from my house. The city is impossible to get lost in. It is a grid and every avenue that runs east-west is numbered sequentially starting from the north to the south end. The streets are wide enough for an ox-cart team to make a 180-degree turn; even though Bulawayo is the second biggest city in the country, it doesn’t feel too crowded or congested.

Playing around with watercolour last Sunday…
a mostly finished painting if Brier Island,  Nova Scotia. 

I’m thankful for quiet alone time to knit, paint, cross-stitch, work out, watch TV, and read in my hammock. Last week I finished a book in 24 hours (the Maze Runner). First time I’ve done that since middle school.

 

Keke lives two floors below me and we go exploring the city together whenever we are free. We are each other’s mirror at the market and each other’s compass as we try to remember where that neat little Indian grocers was.

I love that there is a washing machine in Keke’s place and I don’t have to wash anything by hand. After three years. Forget sliced bread, washing machines are the best invention ever.

I love that Victoria Falls is less than 6 hours away by bus. Need I say more?

Impressive right? Or would be if you could actually see the falls.  We got soaked with the spray. 

When I posted these pictures on Facebook someone pointed out that it looks a lot better  without the hotels and casinos. Niagara is impressive, don't get me wrong, but this is something else. 

It took me a few weeks to find the right one, but I have found my soul-mate. One-person tea pots are hard to come by apparently. I've heard it gets cold in Bulawayo come May so I've gotten a head start on a cozy for her. It wasn't until I had my first proper pot of tea that I finally started to feel at home.  

Impressions of Lesotho

     My job is in full swing now. My co-worker Keke and I are busy recruiting for MCC’s Seed exchange program in Southern Africa and finding placements for the participants with our various agriculture/food-security related partners. In order to do this, we have the great privilege of traveling and visiting these partners in person.

The Tete countryside is beautiful in the rainy season. 

At Thole dam in Tete

      Our first stop after some orientation in Johannesburg was the sand-dam project in Tete, Mozambique. It was great connect again with old friends and colleagues. After showing Keke around my old stomping grounds, I had the great pleasure to accompany her to her home country of Lesotho. The official purpose of our visit was to see the MCC partner, but more meaningful to me was getting to see Keke in her home country and get to know her family and friends. Even before we got to her hometown, it was clear Keke was in her element. Not 30 minutes after stepping foot in the country she was bargaining my bride price with our taxi driver. She set it at 20 cows, which the driver seemed to think was a bit steep. Since I don’t speak Sesotho, I was blissfully unaware of the negotiations going on beside me. 

      After arriving in Lesotho Friday afternoon we went to Paballong, an HIV/AIDS care centre, which strives to care for the holistic well-being of people living with HIV/AIDS. The caretaker gave us a lovely tour of the place.  In addition to the clinic, which provides free care for any secondary sicknesses, they have a child-care centre, youth program, and a thriving farm which provides income for the project, food for the visiting patients, and serves as a demonstration farm for those who want to learn vegetable gardening in order to provide for their families. We ate fresh peaches and grapes from the tree and vine until we could eat no more.

View of the farm and peach orchard at Paballong. They are currently setting up a drip irrigation system to help conserve water during times of shortage.

      On Saturday we took the bus to Keke’s parents’ house. We spent the day relaxing. Her brother tried over the course of a couple of hours to explain the rules of cricket as we watched on TV. I sort of got the rules, but still don’t get why anyone would invent a game that takes days to play.

      In the late afternoon we ate more peaches.

Sporting Keke's father's Basotho hat, holding a bucket of peaches. They peaches are small this year due to drought, the size of an apricot, but delicious nevertheless. 

      Sunday morning we went to visit some colleagues of Keke’s that she used to work with. It is an organization that promotes the use of solar “sun stoves.” In a place where wood is scarce and fuel expensive, solar cooking is an excelling idea. They target grandparents who often care for their grandchildren, the parents having left the country to find work. It was the final day of training for this particular community in Mafeteng. We got there a bit late for the training, but just in time to see raisin bread come out of 50 ovens.

Fresh bread!

      Sunday afternoon we made our way to Growing Nations Trust- the poster child of Conservation Agriculture and youth involvement in the country. I finally got to see the place I’ve heard so much about! Keke is a product of their resident training program, and went on to do IVEP where she spent a year in Canada with MCC, and now she is the co-facilitator of Seed. We visited the field on Monday morning, and I got a tour of their fields. Though their hard work and vision did not fail to impress, practical application is suffering this year due to a regional drought. El Niño is having devastating effects on the ground this year. These are subsistence farmers who often have no other source of income besides their farms, and yet they have not planted anything during the rainy season because it has not rained. Even the weeds aren’t growing. We saw the same in Mozambique. People are now hoping for a successful winter crop, which they will harvest in July, assuming they get some late rains that will carry them through. Conserving water and soil humidity is now more important than ever.  This farmer has been diligently applied all of the CA principles on his little plot: he didn’t plough; he deeply mulched the field; intercropped maize and leguminous plants; and applied chicken manure as fertilizer. Neighbours thought this farmer was crazy to work so much to cultivate such a small plot, but the promise of something is better than the certainty of nothing.

Farmer Kelebone showing me his maize/bean plot. Notice the great mulch and excellent example of intercropping. We are standing on the edge so it is hard to see, but the beans are covering the ground between rows of maize. 

An experiment at Growing Nations farm. This field was divided in two:
the half pictured below they let animals to graze- there is no soil cover and some
nasty weeds are taking hold. On the half above, there was no grazing. There is lots
of mulching, and fewer weeds. Wheat was planted in lines using a ripper
on the same day for both fields. but it hasn't rained since. Can you see
which one has germinated? 

In other news, I have moved to Zimbabwe, have received my work permit, and finally have my own apartment in Bulawayo! 

     

              

Moving Boxes

I’ve been at this new job around a month now. I’m still without a home, living out of a suitcase and jumping from place to place- South Africa, meetings in Mozambique, partner visits in Leshotho, Seed meetings in Joburg, an agriculture conference in Harare… But this week I will finally move to Zimbabwe. I am feeling a bit anxious about moving to Bulawayo. It doesn’t matter how many times I move, starting from scratch in a new home and new country is a daunting prospect.

It doesn’t matter where in the world you are, people (including me) have a tendency to put others in a box they understand until they get to know and understand who you are. When that box is “white missionary” you’ve got some work to do. There is such a complicated history behind those two words. How do you begin to build your own identity? To be accepted and known for who you are as a person? I do my best to break people’s expectations, to varying success. I don’t wear “missionary skirts” and I keep my many heels and sparkly shoes clean and washed. But does any distinction I feel in my mind make a difference at all in the face of the realities of Southern Africa?

I talk with people from the city and they make some comment how I must be suffering because there is no AC in the room. They don’t know I’ve spent a three years living in rural places, no electricity, no fridge, no running water, hand-washing my laundry…  Do I set the record straight every time? Or do I just suck it up- is living with those assumptions the price of the history I carry on the surface of my skin? The price of a life of privilege. 

I’m moving to Bulawayo together with my female colleague who is from Lesotho. Despite my outward appearance I am terrified of the idea of moving again. My colleague is fun and outgoing and in 3 days she’ll probably have made 10 friends who are all cooler than me! In three days I’ll probably be alone in my apartment with a cup of tea, wishing I at least had my cat to keep my company.

This song by Audrey Assad reads like a poem, a prayer, and a heartfelt cry.

   From the love of my own comfort

From the fear of having nothing

From a life of wordly passion

Deliver me o God

   From a need to be understood

From a need to be accepted

From the fear of being lonely

Deliver me o God

   From the fear of serving others

From the fear of death or trial

From the fear of humility

Deliver me o God

   And I shall not want

No I shall not want

When I taste your goodness

I shall not want

When I taste your goodness

I shall not want.

Ode to a Mango

Ten Different Ways to Eat a Mango

       I’m back in the blogging world once more dear friends, this time on the way to Zimbabwe, though I’ve only made it as far as South Africa at this time. Since I’m no longer in Machanga I’ve had to change the title of my blog once again. I thought I'd give "migration of the chickadee" a try for now… at least it is not geographically tied and sums up my current mobile state. 

       As of January 21st I have officially started my job as co-facilitator for MCC’s Southern Africa Seed program, a 2-year volunteer exchange program for young adults in the Southern Africa region, revolving around the theme of food sovereignty and conservation agriculture. But I’ll write more about that another day. It being a new job there are still too many unsolved details at this point (such as when I’ll actually move to Bulawayo and where I will be living once I get there), that I might as well wait a couple more weeks to be able to paint a fuller picture of my new life.

       So today I’ll stick to a safer subject matter, something I DO know about. Mangoes. I love mangoes. Fresh of a tree in your backyard. Juice up to your elbows. Like nothing you have every eaten before.

       Often during my travels people ask what the climate in Canada is like. I oblige them with terrifying stories of lakes frozen solid, snow up to the eyeballs, cold that beats the coldest deep-freeze you’ve ever stuck your hand inside. Then I tell them it is so cold in winter that we can’t grow mango trees. They stare at me in disbelief. No mango trees? Nope. And no papaya trees, guava trees, coconut, sugar cane, avocado, banana, jackfruit, custard apple, passion fruit… 

       When asked what I like most about living in Cambodia or Mozambique, mangos are always up there at the top. It is a fruit that must be experienced in its natural habitat. Much as a mackintosh apple picked from the orchard on a crisp New Brunswick fall day, for the proper mango eating experience you must be sitting beneath a coconut palm, the mango still warm from sun it was basking in when you pulled it from the tree not moments before. If Solomon lived in the tropics, the songs he wrote would have had a lot more mangos and a lot fewer goats.

       I used to think that mangos were just mangos. But during the course of my travels I’ve learned that the mango is a versitile and beautiful thing.

1. Eat them green (just before they are ripe, a hint of yellow in the flesh, a little crunchy and a little sour but amazingly delicious) with salt and chili pepper. 

 2. Eat big ones, small ones, red ones, yellow ones, green ones, purple ones.

 

3. Peel the very green ones and cook them in a pot until they resemble applesauce. Add some maize flour and sugar and make a porridge for breakfast.

 4. Try a potato peeler for a thin slice while still a bit green.

 

5. Eat them as a salad over grilled fish.

 6. Eat them on the side of the road sold like THIS.

 

7. Eat them in a fruit salad or a smoothie or baked oatmeal.

 

8. Eat them ripe off the tree cut in wedges.

 

9. Eat them scored in squares and turned inside out (my favourite).

 

10. Or just dig in with your teeth and spit out the peel.